意懒闭心灯

虽然三周的访问总量是1，不过一点也不难过。最近过得平稳得要死。在听Lily Ellen。记得初一时候第一次决心接触欧美音乐就选择听了这张专辑，但是，呃，两分钟后就把它关了。觉得特别，不舒服。后来就在大众化的艾薇儿中沦陷了……接触欧美音乐的计划也完全毁灭。现在听《Alright,still》，觉得还是张挺可爱挺合胃口的专辑，让我想起了以前玩的大富翁游戏。该死的是不知是不是吃药或者听歌的原因，最近老感觉身边人说话的声音都好像是从外太空传来的。

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昨天下午去买杂志，碰到初中语文老师了。局促得很，忍不住内心激动还是问好了。现在脑子里在不断过滤对话残渣，我无法处理好这种场景，总是embarrassed。

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Oh.. I do love you,

Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

You've got this look i can't describe,
You make me feel like I'm alive,
When everything else is a fade,
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song,
Oh.,..
Your love,

Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,

I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I wont let my guard down,
For anyone but you
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands

别人把这《like a star》翻译得多么直白，然而Corinne Bailey Rea唱出来的却全是伤感。还是我，境由心生？去年5月就听过它的你，怎么可能还剩着记忆？但，满满的，所有的，都在这里了。那时我还不知道，你也不知道。直到现在。

 

给很多人说了很多遍的事，却忍不住再在这里重复。

也就是，在同一车站同乘校车，到了一个多月之后才发现其中有个男生就是自己小学同学。可是TZY同学你小学的脸完全不是现在模样的雏形啊。

失去一个人还是能生活的。

 

I'm a coward.I want you to find the person behind you.But you have even disappeared for more than two weeks.I'm so disappointed that I decided to go away.

I will forget you as possible as I can.

And where are you my friends?I'm so sad.

运动会开完就感冒了。很为班级的表现骄傲，就是没找到零星参与感。第二天放学后等校车等来了阔别三年的朋友，还好还熟络，没什么冷场，不该有冷场！三年的话都可以谈。她是我高三的学姐，自己的脚步好像始终沿着她的痕迹走——小学、初中、高中。她的所在是高三唯一的快班，处于学校的逼仄角落，因此一个月来了无音讯。

在9sky听音乐，无与伦比的美丽声音，绝佳。在班里大受刺激，原来有欧美音乐中人，怪不得英语成绩好。似乎人人都并不似初中人肤浅了，果然是不同层次的学校。

某些方面有点受挫，不说了。

4、5号月考，学校很重视。故近日奋发，竟在前三天做完部分作业，还买英语杂志。原本这不是我习惯。现在都要忍不住为自己鼓掌，痴傻地说“好”！